When we consciously and willingly walk into Darkness and remain there, then we are on our own.
No Guru, Divine Mother, Avatar, Twin Soul, guides, Masters, Angels other beings in the Light, Friend, or relative can do anything.--- Nothing.
When we consciously use our free will to ultimately stay dark for any and all reasons, nothing can stop us.
You see, free will is the key. Nothing can override our free will from the Light. The Light allows anything and everything. Only the Dark interferes with free will because it is dark.
So, it is like going down into a deep dark cave with one's spelunker buddies or it is like exploring the deepest depths of the darkest ocean.
When we go to the depths beyond the capacity of what is planned or mapped out as our blueprint, when we have pushed the limit and have gone too far, when we go into the deep abyss, the sink holes, the edge of the continental shelf. What happens? We are on our own. Oxygen is limited. Our friends do not go with us. We venture out to find out that when we look back, no real support is there. We bear the consequences, even our own death.
No one at that point is going to fully or even partially support us who are in Light. We are turned loose, even by our guides when we go to this kind of Darkness by our own choices. When we have been shown over and over and over again, given countless opportunities to share, learn and value, when we have been prompted, guided and taught about what is Light and what is Dark, when extraordinary people are deliberately placed upon our path by Light to guide us and help us heal; and yet, we ignore them and do basically nothing to reciprocate from the heart, then we ultimately are set free---we have made the choice to remain in Darkness and we have to bear with that choice.
The protection we once had is no more. Our health fails; our beauty, inner luster, poise, and inner radiance quickly evaporate and fade. We sink into illusion and become part of illusion. No one respects us. We are swallowed by darkness. We lose our bearings. Addictions worsen. We think we will get ahead anyway and that everyone will still forgive us when we reach our so-called goals, but there is nowhere to hide. Sooner or later whatever "treasures and wealth" we think we are going to obtain will be taken away ---in this life or another because a mirage always evaporates when we come close to it, and that is what the Dark is---an illusory mirage. When we look behind, above, below, and beyond we only see eerie blackness, that we walked into ourselves..... The protection from the karmic blows and obstacles that our guides shielded and steered us away from are no longer present, ----when they were trying to truly help us, to coach us back to the Light out of compassion, because like a kid we did not know better. We played a deaf ear---sticking our fingers in our ears, closing our eyes and making sounds with our mouth and tongue so that we do not hear---like a little child.
However, when we move into serious darkness, then we are not a kid. We have made grown up choices and there are grown up consequences for those choices. Even if we were deeply pained through our own abuse and misuse, it gives us no right to do the same things to others. We have to heal and resolve our pain, not retaliate at others because of our pain and inner hidden misery.
This letting go and letting us walk into the panther blackness of the Night is also part of compassion because free will is not interfered with by Light beings. Here, there are no sun, moon and stars, folks. There is no North Star that is a compass. Even if there is a map, it is so dark one cannot see it.
For there are many lessons that the Dark does teach if that is what we ultimately do.
The problem with the choice of remaining dark is that it can take eons and eons to correct and come back into Oneness, happiness, true joy, love, peace and all other Higher Self experiences, once we have crossed that line, the point of no return, so to speak. ---- and, to find out what we really passed up in life had we remained in Light--in terms of true and lasting rewards in whatever form they take.
We cannot use the guidance of Light to stay Dark and not reap negative karma. We cannot use the guidance of Light like a flashlight or like a Night Gear Light to steer clear of the obstacles in the Dark (waiting for warning signals/and other forms of guidance, healing, and support) and continue to perform negative and dark actions.
The guidance from the Light is to come back into Light---not to use the Light to navigate, feed from, and yet remain in the Dark ---nor to gain energy from the Light (by its support, nurturance, love, and support) only to continue one's ways in the Dark to pursue material gain by darkened means.
And so, Grace truly fades into the background and we indeed are all alone, for the Dark swallowed Light in such situations. The so-called "friends" in the Dark, that we think will supposedly protect and care for us really care nothing about us, only themselves and what they can take and what little Light we have left that they can steal. They ship wreck our hearts even further when and if we do wake up to finally see, feel, and really understand this for ourselves. Only our experience will show this to us. They care about nothing, including matters of the heart--- that is why they are Dark.
The only thing that returns us to Light is again our free will, and that too, we have to mean what we say and say what we mean and be thoroughly through with what our game has been. The only Light remaining would be the small, wavering flicker of light that is about to burn out because there is no more fuel, that is still present in our heart---we have to use that light as a lantern to return outside of the cave or reach the top of the ocean water to the air and land. ---before even that little flicker is gone....and the wick is no more.
Our guides and the Divine Light never forsake us-but ultimately they will not coddle us. Compassion is not coddling, enabling or allowing advantage to be taken of others. We have to sincerely and whole-heartedly take a 180 degree turn and really reach for anything and anyone in the Light for anything to then heal and change at that point.
And who knows? Those who supported us, including relatives, friends, and other extraordinary souls who were potentially fabulous life partners-- will have moved on. We cannot assume that anyone would even be around after our actions have hurt them in untold and unseen ways by our own body, heart, and mind--- through our own doing: through our selfishness, self centeredness, fear, dishonesty and inconsideration.
To find out how to regain remembrance and experience of Light we have to appeal again to Grace and then wait for the answer...and sometimes it is a long, long wait, after having been given so much and yet doing so little or nothing except to make greater effort to remain in the Dark...... When we previously had opportunities to heal and grow, while there was still Light, it is like we take a number and wait for our name to be called for help and healing. If we pass up the opportunity, (by consciously choosing to stay Dark) there are a trillion other beings behind us waiting to be healed---they have all been burned out by their experiences of darkness and are waiting for Grace, Light, and Love to help them.
Yet, when it was our turn and when our golden moment of Grace had finally arrived to heal and re-discover the heart (after already waiting for eons of lifetimes for help)----we basically did nothing and passed up our opportunity--- because we chose to stay Dark, and so the next person is called in line. We have to step aside. The next person in line takes the opportunity when called in line for they have learned humility after being burned by the Dark to accept Light and so they are helped next, instead of us.
So when we finally want help and realize the futility of staying in Darkness---we sometimes then have to go to the end of the line because our golden window has passed---and so the wait for help and healing can be a longer and harder, more arduous road.
Dr. Rama
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